马上日记

 

1. 昨天在公交上鼻子流血如井喷一般，搞得满手是血，还好一看血的颜色就知道不贫血；更搞笑的是门口站岗的士兵把我当成危险分子，在门口纠结了好一会
2. 哥们给我打电话说听我的忽悠看《喋血街头》，结果看到最后还是哭了，我说挺好，正常
3. 本来感冒了，没想到这慵懒的感觉还挺舒服的
4. 意外的惊喜的是竟然在一本旧书里面找到了我自己填的两首词：《鹤冲天》《满江红》
5. 读了一遍太羞愧了，什么玩意儿呀！真臭，真酸，还特假！那时大二的时候的东西了，人家都在忙着学软件工程，我在填词，呵呵，还着实下了番功夫。
6. 记得反复诵读《笠翁对韵》，研究词格，那两首虽然写的很烂，但我现在肯定是写不出来了。又扔掉了一个好东西
7. 还看到了一个当时自己最爱的一个字：“默”
8. 最近一直在忙些虚头八脑本与自己无甚关系的东西，太扯了，挺没劲的
9. 谁不比谁聪敏，谁不比谁傻，天地自有方圆，何必有我
10. 顺其自然，停止扯淡，保持沉默，继续读书，低调做事
11. 静下心来读读宋词 ，真舒服
12. “当我沉默的时候我觉得充实，我将开口同时感到寂寞”--鲁迅

 

When this began I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me I was confused And I'd let it all out to find That I'm not the only person with these things in mind Inside of me When all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel Nothing to loose Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain till its gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Linkin Park Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face I was confused Looking everwhere only to find That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind So what am I What do I have but negativity Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me Nothing to loose Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain til its gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something Ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong Myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel Anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away I'll find myself today I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain till it's gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something Ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong I wanna heal I wanna feel I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong I wanna heal I wanna feel I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong