孔雀森林

痞子蔡的新作
很久以前就Download了
但是一直没有看

每次看到开头的那些文字
就觉得实在是太冷清了
没有继续读下去的欲望

今天晚上干什么来着
好像是在等起点的网页打开
实在没事儿做
就开始看看痞子蔡到底能有多无聊

结果似乎没有我想象中得那么无聊
但是跟最初看到的《第一次的亲密接触》
是完全不同的风格
用他自己的话来说
叫做是一部反爱情的小说

痞子蔡的小说基本上都看过
去年的《亦恕与珂雪》已经没什么印象了
其实很多篇都已经没什么印象了
印象最深的是《爱尔兰咖啡》与《夜玫瑰》
还有一个短篇《4:55》

虽然有很多改变
不过还是一如既往地
写一个男人在爱情当中的挣扎

P.S.《4:55》是一首非常悲伤的歌
有一段时间我常听
不过痞子蔡的故事似乎更加悲伤
附：《4:55》歌词
4:55 (Part Of The Game)
yes i saw you at the station long distances miles
You were leaving for weekend catching the 4:55
with the new frend for the season Another sad-eyed colwn.
Helping to see that you fantasies go down.
And I have to wonder to myself
Why you have to go so far
drift with life's daydreams.
Trying to play the star.
I still remember when your said
Baby now let's get away.
And i followed you like a schoolboy
I guess that's part of the game.
now you call me say you're sorry
give me long distance love
You say you'd like to see me.
Maybe just for a while.
And you'd meet me at the station.
There on platform 9.
and we'd leave for the weekend.
Riding for 4:55.
But I've played this scene too many times
To ever feel the part again.
I don't really want to fake it.
I already knew the end so bye cin-cinderella
Everything just has to change
And the midnight blues are calling
I guess that's part of the game.
2006/01/23